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wolfishxwillow
24 March 2011 @ 04:30 pm
Bored and Writer's Block isn't helping...  
...I'm stuck in the fic I'm working on right now. Well, actually I'm stuck on all the fics I'm working on, but that's neither here nor there. I'm just trying to work on the fills for the prompt entry I posted a little while back and the one I'm focused on at the moment is being mean and I can't get anything else out of it right now. Which sucks because nothing's been resolved yet. *sigh*

I tried working one another fill instead and wasn't even able to get a full sentence written yet. The whole point of asking for prompts was to help jog my writer's block and write some short ficlets. The only one I've managed to finish ended up at 2700 words, I think. This one is looking like it'll be just as long. And I can't even get anything written for the other ones I've got to fill.

And now I'm just bored because I want to read fic, but there haven't been any new Sam/Gabriel fics I can read posted recently. There have been a few posted for the Gabriel Big Bang, and I've read some of them. But there are still quite a few I can't because of content that bugs me. Not that they'd be bad fics, because I'm sure they're awesome. But my squicks won't let me read them and that is soooo annoying. Why do I have to squick so easily?!?!?! And a lot of the J2 and Sam/Dean fics I've seen being posted just aren't holding my interest. WTH?! I even tried branching out into another fandom (Criminal Minds), but can't even finish half the fics I start reading because they aren't Supernatural. >_<;;;

I need, like, deadlines or something. That would help me write, it's always helped me before. But personal deadlines mean nothing to my muse, because they're so easily broken. grrrr...

*pouts*

Sorry for the really weird, random rant. D:
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[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 25th, 2011 11:00 am (UTC)
Prompt #1 &hearts;
Sam/Gabriel, ankles
wolfish_willow: Sam/Gabriel[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 01:19 am (UTC)
Sam/Gabriel - Ankle
Looky there! 100 words exactly. BAM. hehehe. Shortest thing I've ever written. Where shall I prompt you?

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It seems an odd fit. Much like them, in that aspect. He slides his hand down the skin of Sam's leg, curls his fingers right above his foot. His thumb fits perfectly, like a puzzle piece, in the groove of Sam's ankle. It's a favorite position of Gabriel's, his human lying on his back across a newly snapped up couch, resting after long hours and rough hunts, feet plopped gracelessly into his lap. A stroke across sensitive skin, a tender squeeze, and his hunter finally tumbles into a restful sleep. Precious few hours of peace in their world of chaos.
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 01:50 am (UTC)
Re: Sam/Gabriel - Ankle
Ooooh. That's so sweet and cute and fluffy and tender and sexy and ♥ !!!!! *___________* I LOVE the image of Gabe's thumb fitting into the groove of Sam's ankle. So purrty! :)

Very good job! I think Shot Swapsies are gonna be FUN!! /o/

Well, you could prompt me here? That way it's all together? But I like things to be together so that could just be me. I could post an entry at my lj and you could prompt there, if you would prefer? :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Oh. And you could prompt me any pairing you would like. I mean, yeah, Sam/Dean and J2 are love, but I'm not opposed to trying out others you would like to see!! :) Just so yah know!
wolfish_willow: Jared - smile[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 02:04 am (UTC)
Re: Sam/Gabriel - Ankle
Thanks! I really liked writing it. It was fun to make it fit in 100 words.

Yay! Pairing choices! I'm gonna be taking shameless advantage, just so you know. <3

I'll post the prompt in another reply to this comment. I just wanted to say thanks! And that way, it is still all together. :D
wolfish_willow: Jared - smile[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 02:05 am (UTC)
New Prompt (for real this time)
JDM/Jared, remember
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 02:52 am (UTC)
Re: JDM/Jared, remember
So. OK. Not an awesome debut into JDM/Jared by any means. Also, this is AU. Also, I think I forced it but it was the idea that stuck the longest so I did it. I had to wheedle it down but I made 100 words, too! /o/

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It’s only when Jared’s asleep, when his knowing eyes are steeped in dreams, does Jeff touch and remember. Jared’s lying on top of him, a naked and lanky tattoo. He feels the sour, scarred bullet hole too close to Jared’s spine. With the puckered skin pressed like Braille beneath his fingertip Jeff hears a scream, a whisper, a prayer. Not too long ago. Not long enough.

Jared wakes, hazel so coated with sleep Jeff can see the dreams playing there like a silent film. Even asleep, Jared knows. He doesn’t speak but he kisses, sweet sleep-dry lips replacing the sour.
wolfish_willow: Jared - smile[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 03:00 am (UTC)
Re: JDM/Jared, remember
OMG, I love it! It's an awesome debut, in my opinion. Hurty and sweet. Definitely put a smile on my face. ^-^ There's so much there in so few words. *beams*

I'll hopefully get started on the Sam/Cas one here soon. Just chillin' with my sister and niece in between this. ^____________^

Again, I looooove it!
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 03:05 am (UTC)
Re: JDM/Jared, remember
Yaaaayyy!! Don't get me wrong. I LOVED writing it!! I think I'm gonna have a major thing for JDM/Jared. XD

Oops! I gave you another prompt cause I thought... IDEK what I thought. LOL. I just won't prompt you again until you fill them, I guess. :P

I'm writing some. It's a kick ass scene, but my attention span has been pretty shity lately. D:

Yay for chillaxin', dude. I should probably go to bed (everyone else has) but I'll be up for another hour or so. Can't wait for more from you!!! /o/
wolfish_willow: Jared - smile[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 03:24 am (UTC)
Re: JDM/Jared, remember
JDM/Jared makes me incredibly happy. There's just something about them. MMM... Plus, Jensen always seems to get JDM. This needs to be rectified.

No, dude. Another prompt is awesome. You filled one, so you gave another one. It made sense to me, anyways. LOL

Going to sleep sounds awesome, but I have to wait another hour before I can go to my room (I've gotta help get my niece ready for bed then). :D

YAY! Writing! <3 That ish teh awesomeness.
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 02:57 am (UTC)
New: Gabriel/Sam/Castiel, righteous
Gabriel/Sam/Castiel, righteous





(you had to know that I was going to try and sneak a taste of this deliciousness)
wolfish_willow: Sam/Gabriel[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 04:35 am (UTC)
Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
Holy moly, this one was harder than the other two. But I think I like it.

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Dean was the righteous man. And John before him. Sam knows that he will never be in league with the rest of his family. It's not a surprise and it doesn't hurt quite like it did when he was 18 and the black sheep of a fractured family. There's no sting and if there were, Castiel's lips pressed to the nape of his neck, Gabriel's fingertips sweeping trails down his chest would melt the ache away. Replace it with something deeper, burning low, pooling in his spine as tongues tangle, hands grip, legs entwine. The only place he's ever truly belonged.
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 12:15 pm (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
OMFG *TACKLES YOU*

THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR THE WIN THAT THIS IS MADE OF!! Poor, hurting and lonely Sammy... who isn't lonely anymore when he's in the middle of an Angel Sammich!!! *waggles eyebrows* I gots the shivers with Castiel's lips pressed to the nape of Sam's neck, and legs entwine and
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OMFG *TACKLES YOU*

THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR THE WIN THAT THIS IS MADE OF!! Poor, hurting and lonely Sammy... who isn't lonely anymore when he's in the middle of an Angel Sammich!!! *waggles eyebrows* I gots the shivers with Castiel's lips pressed to the nape of Sam's neck, and <i>legs entwine</i> and <The only place he's ever truly belonged.</i> *cries for Sammy... and is also jealous of him*

*HUGS* Nice one! &hearts;
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 12:15 pm (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
dude. tagging fail.
wolfish_willow: Property of Gabriel[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 03:29 pm (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
Yay! Thank you! Hopefully my more.. full length G/S/C can elicit such a reaction. ^-^
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 28th, 2011 12:00 am (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
DUDE! Of course it will!! /o/ I KNOW I'll love it!!
wolfish_willow: Sam/Jared *facepalm*[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 28th, 2011 03:47 am (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
It's still being difficult. :/ I even tried switching it up between the different POVs. I'm thinking I'm just going to have to wait until I have a day to myself where I'm not babysitting or taking care of my sister or have school. I... don't know when that will be, but yeah. :|
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 28th, 2011 03:55 am (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
It's OK. It's going to come, I just know it! /o/ It's maybe why I've so subtly been asking for G/S/C stuff in our Shot Swapsies! I mean, besides being totally addicted to this pairing now, I thought I could spark a resistance to the writer's block? Looks like Super Awesome Plan A didn't work out so well. D:

I pretty much resigned myself to the fact that I'm not going to write in bb anymore today. I'm just too tired and emotionally drained from the ER fiasco. I am, however, almost done with a totally schmoopy and ridiculous Gabriel/Sam/Jess comment fic for a Sam/Jess meme on dreamwidth. You've gotten me addicted to threesomes with Sam/Jared with your JDM/Jared/Jensen request, LOL! So, this is my second threesome. And my first time writing real-ish het. *wrinkles nose* I don't like it much which I think kind of shows because I've caught myself writing too much Sam/Gabriel interaction. :P
wolfish_willow: Sam/Gabriel[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 28th, 2011 04:45 am (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
It's cool to put bb aside for the evening. *nodnod* Don't want to write half asleep only to wake up the next morning to a bunch of gibberish. LOL. And I get the emotionally drained/tired feeling. *nod* It's definitely not a fun one. *shakes head*

O.O I love Gabriel/Sam/Jess!! I can't say it's the only het I read, because I have gone looking for het before when the odd mood struck.

But it's the only one where teh sex doesn't bother me. LOL. I am so reading that when you finish it, jsyk. :D And threesomes are totally awesome! Not a bad addiction, imo. I've got another one in the works, but I actually need to dust off my Season 4 before I can write it since it's Dean/Sam/Siren. hehehe...

*scoffs* There can never be too much Sam/Gabriel interaction.

I'm off to bed. It's crazy early compared to my usual 2AM, but I'm tired and have to get up early again. lol. I'm gonna leave a prompt after my Flying fic for you. And I'll probably end up writing the music one in the morning before class. :D
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 28th, 2011 12:20 pm (UTC)
Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous
LOL! I chickened out last minute on full on sex. XD Because I was like "het! threesomes! *flail*" AND because sex scenes go on FOREVER for me and it was late and I was determined to finish it before I went to bed so I wouldn't get distracted from bb today. :P

I hope it's OK? It was so late and I was so tired it didn't even occur to me to read it over at least once. *facepalm*

here

Also! *points* I've finally kind of memorized how to make a pretty link with html!!! /o/

Ooh! I'm so glad you like Gabriel/Sam/Jess!! I haven't really found a whole lot of fics with that pairing, just cute little one-shots, but I'm not complaining. Sam/Jess is about the only het pairing I'll read in Spn fandom... Dean/Lisa and Dean/Cassie, even in passing, make me shudder. D:

And if you're interested here is the sam/jess meme. There's only been 2 fills, me and some one else, but maybe more will come soon? I'm about to add a Sam/Gabriel/Jess prompt. It was just too fun not to share the awesomeness. :)

I'm sorry you're tired but yay for early bed time! /o/ Except that might be negated with the early wake up time?? :/ And I LOVE my new prompt! I haz ta think about it though! ;)

*is still sleepy* I don't have to teach this week, we're in between semesters. And I would really like a waffle or two. *stomach growls*
wolfish_willow: Come Cuddle[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 26th, 2011 03:50 pm (UTC)
New: Sam/Dean - smoke
;D Sam/Dean - smoke
[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com on March 27th, 2011 11:44 pm (UTC)
Re: New: Sam/Dean - smoke
this is totally 100 words... *whistles* >.>

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Dragons, Dean thinks. Fire-breathing dragons, magic swords, and geeky little brothers, oh my. The case is bizarre and scary as fuck but it feels so right that when Sam slays one of the dragons Dean lets out a laugh, loud and high and hell yes.

The other one gets away, breathing a wall of fire to blind them. Dean’s okay but Sammy’s jacket catches fire. He scrambles and sits Sam’s hips, smothering the fire with his body. Fire gone and Sammy’s shoulder smoking, Dean kisses him hard. Sammy’s re-souled and Dean will smother all hell fire behind that wall and lay in smoke and ash with Sam for the rest of eternity.
wolfish_willow: Demon!Dean[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on March 28th, 2011 12:33 am (UTC)
Re: New: Sam/Dean - smoke
*-* Sam caught fire! I knew he was hawt! ;D LOL

Awww, Dean bein' all protective just melts me into a puddle of goo. Plus, DRAGONS! hehehe. Awesome drabble for an awesome episode. ;D