...fucking early to be awake on a SATURDAY morning damnit! Really? My family can't go into the good room or the backyard to be loud and yell and laugh shrilly? They all have to come out to the kitchen and be as loud as they fucking can? And then when I come out and get angry, I'm being a bitch? What the hell? They fucking know I have no choice but to sleep in the theater room, but they still never try to be quiet. It's not like the door muffles the sounds they make much. It's not sound proof, even though they always seem to think so.

See, my older sister had to move back home a couple of months ago and I gave up my bedroom so that her and her daughter would have a space of their own and my younger sister is too damn selfish to do that. Even though she has the biggest bedroom and I had the smallest. But I let them have my room because no one else was going to do it, and I love the theater room. Even if I don't have a bed anymore, and can't sleep with the tv on. It was still okay because my sister needed our help. But now I keep getting more and more pissed off. First, they all go, "It's not a big deal. She doesn't ever use her room. It's not she cares." Which is so mean, because I do care. I don't even have a space of my own to get away from my family or just have time to myself anymore. Then they come out and talk or yell as loud as they fucking can out in the kitchen, right near the door to the theater room. I've asked them to keep it down and they still don't They don't care. And I didn't get to bed until late, and they woke me up before 8:00 in the MORNING! What the hell?! ugh! I'm just so mad at them because I'm going to be up late tonight because my older sister made plans for my friend to come over and stay for awhile tonight. And it's the weekend, so I have to wait for my parents to go to sleep before I can. >.<