wolfishxwillow: (Sam/Jared *facepalm*)
wolfishxwillow ([personal profile] wolfishxwillow) wrote2011-03-24 04:30 pm

Bored and Writer's Block isn't helping...

...I'm stuck in the fic I'm working on right now. Well, actually I'm stuck on all the fics I'm working on, but that's neither here nor there. I'm just trying to work on the fills for the prompt entry I posted a little while back and the one I'm focused on at the moment is being mean and I can't get anything else out of it right now. Which sucks because nothing's been resolved yet. *sigh*

I tried working one another fill instead and wasn't even able to get a full sentence written yet. The whole point of asking for prompts was to help jog my writer's block and write some short ficlets. The only one I've managed to finish ended up at 2700 words, I think. This one is looking like it'll be just as long. And I can't even get anything written for the other ones I've got to fill.

And now I'm just bored because I want to read fic, but there haven't been any new Sam/Gabriel fics I can read posted recently. There have been a few posted for the Gabriel Big Bang, and I've read some of them. But there are still quite a few I can't because of content that bugs me. Not that they'd be bad fics, because I'm sure they're awesome. But my squicks won't let me read them and that is soooo annoying. Why do I have to squick so easily?!?!?! And a lot of the J2 and Sam/Dean fics I've seen being posted just aren't holding my interest. WTH?! I even tried branching out into another fandom (Criminal Minds), but can't even finish half the fics I start reading because they aren't Supernatural. >_<;;;

I need, like, deadlines or something. That would help me write, it's always helped me before. But personal deadlines mean nothing to my muse, because they're so easily broken. grrrr...

*pouts*

Sorry for the really weird, random rant. D:

Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous

[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
It's OK. It's going to come, I just know it! /o/ It's maybe why I've so subtly been asking for G/S/C stuff in our Shot Swapsies! I mean, besides being totally addicted to this pairing now, I thought I could spark a resistance to the writer's block? Looks like Super Awesome Plan A didn't work out so well. D:

I pretty much resigned myself to the fact that I'm not going to write in bb anymore today. I'm just too tired and emotionally drained from the ER fiasco. I am, however, almost done with a totally schmoopy and ridiculous Gabriel/Sam/Jess comment fic for a Sam/Jess meme on dreamwidth. You've gotten me addicted to threesomes with Sam/Jared with your JDM/Jared/Jensen request, LOL! So, this is my second threesome. And my first time writing real-ish het. *wrinkles nose* I don't like it much which I think kind of shows because I've caught myself writing too much Sam/Gabriel interaction. :P
ext_401588: Bloody smile (Sam/Gabriel)

Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous

[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
It's cool to put bb aside for the evening. *nodnod* Don't want to write half asleep only to wake up the next morning to a bunch of gibberish. LOL. And I get the emotionally drained/tired feeling. *nod* It's definitely not a fun one. *shakes head*

O.O I love Gabriel/Sam/Jess!! I can't say it's the only het I read, because I have gone looking for het before when the odd mood struck.

But it's the only one where teh sex doesn't bother me. LOL. I am so reading that when you finish it, jsyk. :D And threesomes are totally awesome! Not a bad addiction, imo. I've got another one in the works, but I actually need to dust off my Season 4 before I can write it since it's Dean/Sam/Siren. hehehe...

*scoffs* There can never be too much Sam/Gabriel interaction.

I'm off to bed. It's crazy early compared to my usual 2AM, but I'm tired and have to get up early again. lol. I'm gonna leave a prompt after my Flying fic for you. And I'll probably end up writing the music one in the morning before class. :D

Re: Filled ;D Gabriel/Sam/Castiel - righteous

[identity profile] insertcode11.livejournal.com 2011-03-28 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL! I chickened out last minute on full on sex. XD Because I was like "het! threesomes! *flail*" AND because sex scenes go on FOREVER for me and it was late and I was determined to finish it before I went to bed so I wouldn't get distracted from bb today. :P

I hope it's OK? It was so late and I was so tired it didn't even occur to me to read it over at least once. *facepalm*

here

Also! *points* I've finally kind of memorized how to make a pretty link with html!!! /o/

Ooh! I'm so glad you like Gabriel/Sam/Jess!! I haven't really found a whole lot of fics with that pairing, just cute little one-shots, but I'm not complaining. Sam/Jess is about the only het pairing I'll read in Spn fandom... Dean/Lisa and Dean/Cassie, even in passing, make me shudder. D:

And if you're interested here is the sam/jess meme. There's only been 2 fills, me and some one else, but maybe more will come soon? I'm about to add a Sam/Gabriel/Jess prompt. It was just too fun not to share the awesomeness. :)

I'm sorry you're tired but yay for early bed time! /o/ Except that might be negated with the early wake up time?? :/ And I LOVE my new prompt! I haz ta think about it though! ;)

*is still sleepy* I don't have to teach this week, we're in between semesters. And I would really like a waffle or two. *stomach growls*