08 May 2010 @ 03:12 pm
...give off gay vibes or something..? Because somehow joking banter with my father morphed into his saying how I apparently like girls... again...

Ranting about another argument in which I had to try and convince my father I like guys... )

Current Mood: annoyed
07 May 2010 @ 11:19 pm
This way to ramblings fueled by lack of sleep... )
Current Mood: exhausted
11 March 2010 @ 08:57 am
...can't help but be rude.

How is it that they can continue to be so fucking inconsiderate in the mornings? I don't go around being loud at night waking them up at all hours. They do this almost every morning! I get it, I'm not working right now, but that doesn't mean I don't like my sleep like everyone else. They aren't even considerate enough to talk LOUDLY in another fucking room. What the hell?! At least the other days they would talk in the kitchen. Not 1 foot from where I'm sleeping. First Big Sis' music is loud enough that I heard it from across the house. And when I kept yelling at her to turn it down, nobody heard me so I had to get up and ask her to. Which made me look like a bitch because I was in a mood. But it was barely more than 7 in the morning. That gave me 4 1/2 hours of sleep or so, so excuse me for being tired and wanting more. Now my sister and mom are standing a foot from me and they are talking as loud as they can without yelling. Alicia keeps getting louder each time she fucking talks because she's getting angry with mom. Well, deal with it in another room. I really hate not having a bedroom of my own. Or at least not having a family considerate enough to realize how rude it is to wake me up before 8 o' clock every morning.

Current Mood: enraged
04 March 2010 @ 05:36 pm
...my new ID card in the mail. And it only took a week to get it! *fistpump* I went to the DMV last Thursday, waited possibly over 3 hours. And today I got the ID and I'm so excited. Do you realize just how annoying it is to not be able to go to an R rated movie without your parents when you're 20 years old, all because your ID card got lost or stolen or something? It's really really annoying. I've been without it for months because if you make an appointment, you have to wait up to a month or something. And the days I wanted to go, my mom couldn't take me and the days she wanted to go I was too tired or had already made plans for something else.

But now I can go to see Wolfman without my parents. And I'll be able to go to the gym again. And search for a job. And I can buy my Disneyland ticket and do the whole 2fer thing, 'cause I've got my proof that I'm a Southern California resident or whatever. Now I just need to save up. I'm so freakin' excited. I'm practically doing a happy dance! ^-^

Current Mood: naughty
11 February 2010 @ 10:22 am
...family drama.

*facepalm* Come on guys. We've had this discussion before. I'm not a lesbian. Just because I haven't had a boyfriend does not automatically mean that I'm waiting for the right girl to come along. I mean, really. What the hell? At least all of the attention wasn't on me the entire "conversation". It was turned on my older sister and how she can bring a girl home, too, because that's what we apparently do. I did make my family laugh at one point when Big Sis was saying how Dad probably wouldn't mind of she brought a girl home. Dad and I both turned around and said, "Well, if she's hot." at the exact same time. It was hilarious. I got a slap to the arm for it, though. All in all, a pretty good part of the talk.

But then it turned back to me and how I'm apparently packing my own birth control because I don't like to be touched. I don't like to hug people. My dad goes, "Well, yeah hugging might be bad. But rolling around naked and sweaty with someone is a lot of fun, right?" *shiver* "No, it's not Dad." So of course comes the, "What if it was Jared Padalecki? Then you'd wanna do it." I shake my head, because well yeah. That is different. But I'm still not convinced that it would be fun and there's no way that I'd tell my parents if it was anyways. But it still doesn't sound all that fun to me.

Of course, earlier on my Dad was saying how there's this Gor boardgame we have somewhere that he wants to find so we can play. Sounds good to me, I love a good boardgame and I was named after a princess from the Gor book series, so it would be cool. But my mom goes on to say how I can't let my friends see the game because it's too offensive, even for her. Which I kind of have to roll my eyes at, because they might need to worry if either of my sister's friends were to see it, but not mine. We're all crazy and we don't freak out because we understand how times are different now than they were then, and it's not that big of a deal. But the reason my mom doesn't want to play it is because, get this, you have to put collars on the women. Which, of course my ears perked up at the mention of such things, not that I let anyone catch onto that. But holy crap. Let's get started. Now, it is about women, so that's a little the suck. But that's okay. I'll just imagine it's someone else. ^^
Current Mood: annoyed